In your face!

Okay just a short brief:

Back in school, I've had tons of nickname. There's bel, beel, bibil, tiqa, and the one that is capital and I prefer the most, Iqa.

Though there is this one short vocal track that can really make my ears bleed figuratively just by hearing it. That is, Pika (commonly spelled; Pika, Pyka, Pyqa, Piqa, Peeka)

I mean, what's that all about? My parents didn't include any letter 'P' in my name? Where did that all come from?

I blame you Meor Nazri Bin Meor Hamdan.

Though this kinda change my vertigo reaction on the thought of making my ears bleed.

OMG THIS IS SO CUTE YOU COULD JUST ROT AND DIE. PLEASE CLICK.

P/s: Entry tak berasas dan tiada motif. Kesalahan tidak sengaja. Maafkan.

Studjio

Sketch-up/AutoCad massacre:

It was almost the break of dawn, our tummies were growling like nobody's business,

I was scratching my head to finalize my 3D/Elevations, etc, and I then I called him for help.

We were sharing the same chair, unconscious of our jaw-dropping-constant stare on to the laptop. There was a silence of concentration, with huge yawns in between, and he suddenly asks about my oh-so-fugly design,

"Kenapa boleh jadi macamni? Sape buat macamni?,"

I grinned and answered guiltily with the most bimbotic answer I just discovered,

"Ehehehe. Mana I nak tau,"

He commented,

"Haihhh, orang cakap pandai, marah"

"Bongok laa,"

So I became defensive imitate him,

"You la Bongok!"

He left and walked away from my table. While he was walking I said,

"Awwww. This is so sweet. You nak tahu apa yang sweet tak?,"

There I was thinking that I was talking alone to myself.

Few seconds after he turned, coming back to my table and asked,

"Ape dia?"

and then I said,

"We're having our first fight!"

and we both went,

"Awwtototototototototototo,"

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Hehe. Dysfunctional.

Miss Catastrophe

I don't know what's my issue, man. Things that fall into my hands would either turn out broken, or problematic. Okay, not everything but, let's take for instance, my freaking MB Pro.

Here's the story, the very first week I got this baby, (which was somewhere around last year) the motherboard happened. I had to send it back to the retailer and had them change the whole disc.

Now? It's like this baby of mine doesn't want me to proceed with my assignments!

I had the same freaking situation when I had the Dell back then.

WHY? You tell me.

I really think that this isn't exactly a blog post. I shall copy/paste this into some random Mac Forums of complaints.

Gahh. I'm bored and BUSY.

ˈrandəm regardless

Haircut

Thinking of chopping my locks off. Bob-cut/pixie. Yay or Nay?

(.cont) Stultifying

I wouldn't blame it on the biological growth and time for the lack of enthusiasm a hundred-and-one percent. Other factors affecting it would simply be Penang's weather itself acting like a tantrum blaming the geographical climate, and also my effed up stacks of assignments to be submitted right after the holidays. FML.

Also to whatever hum-drums happened that saddened me in the past, was all kept in a box, buried a hundred feet under, though moving on is always something to contemplate about.

Don't pester your brain to understand this post. You've just wasted your time.

This is disturbingly catchy.

Japanese people learn pointless English by exercising!

dear stomach,

meet butterflies.

again.

Stultifying

"Ladies and gentlemen, we've begun our initial descent into my area. We're currently a KAZILLION miles away from home and should be touching down in BLABLA minutes. The weather in the area is reported as similar to be EFFING SUNNY with a 10000000 degrees celsius, with xxxxx miles visibility, winds out of the north at xxx miles per hour. Please dear pilot, bring me home, now! "

Oh cut the crap.

Penang isn't as enjoyable as I remembered it to be. Or was it even any fun at all? I've come up to a point where I realize, that I don't even know this place? Yes, I'm from Penang, but ask me significant places I won't even have any idea where or which place you're talking about since I've spent most of my time sitting at home. Yes, twenty solid years of living, never missed a year not visiting the talked-about state.

woissshhhh.

On the other hand, maybe I've outgrown from the raya massacre? All the preparations for cuisines and looking good for the first day, what else is there? It's like you're aiming for rainbows and all you get is just stream of light reflectance with 7 different colours. Alright, the metaphor might be just a bit over-the-top.

Or is it just probably that I can't stand the fact looking at my relatives' faces express on how far I've grown? Nonetheless, I am truly blessed to see both of my folks' faces on the pagi raya. These two faces are the reason why I live. My family. My guding-guding family. My mama bear and papa bear.

That's just it, you know? Besides looking forward for the Eid prayers (which is depending on my menstrual cycle's luck)

'Someone' told me that he is Grinch. Only in a Eid-Ul-Fitr' version. Well, I know I already am.

Please See:

This is Grinch.

Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri once again. May you're free from pretense to honour your "Maaf Zahir Batin" as I will engage in conflict to find mine.

10 songs you listen to when you're Happy or Sad

Or Neither.

Sad:

blindsided - Bon Iver
talk show host - Radiohead
sweet disposition - Temper Trap
Dragonfly - M. Craft
black swan - Thom yorke
and generally anything by deathcab, pete doherty, M83, lydia, cat power, band of horses.

Happy:

Fader - Temper Trap
Empathy - Crystal Castles
Pa Pa Power - Dead man’s Bones
cheap and cheerful - The Kills
teenage crime - ministry of sound
and anything by marilyn manson, Hot Chip, Jimmy eat world, AFI, Broken social scene.

1 Syawal.

2.45 AM

Touchdown Bagan Ajam, Butterworth. I wanted to beat myself up for being super duper exhausted knowing the fact that I slept almost the entire journey.

3.15 AM

Washed up, pillows ready to tuck us in then suddenly when I was about to sleep, I couldn't move, it was like a sleep paralysis (orang melayu cakap kena 'tindis'). Happened several times and it made my mum worried.

At that point of time I was thinking, "Eh setan baru terlepas dah nak tindis-tindis I? Lek lek duluu,"

But then again, I thought to myself, this could just be my exhausted cells making it's own action.

*Note to self: Look up for "sleep paralysis"

8.15 AM

"Iqa, please wake up. FOR THE LOVE OF RAYA'S SAKE,"-- Mum

So my laughter woke me up.

9.30 AM

Families gathered around, I was in utter shock to see one of my cousins' faces. LIKE OMG TODDLERS FACES CHANGE. FAST. I used to remember all their names but there were just too many of them to remember.

This is something I have to endure with the fact that my dad is sorta the eldest among his siblings- also the most HYPER, LOUD and ridiculously childish.

Photo-sessions were made, funny to see how each family has their own theme colour. We were like a bunch of soldier-cliques. Memang dasar orang Penang kan, suka ber-boria?

By 12 PM

I was already in dad's worn-out t-shirt with my kain baju kurung. Penang is a 100 degrees okay? Slept all the way through 'till

3PM

and had a hell lot of ketupatlemangrendang. Went to dad's uncles' and surprisingly, I still get them green packets! How nice.

So here I am now feeling utterly awkward to blog. I'm treating my blog like a freaking journal. Oh well, I'm gonna beat myself up for leaving it a little too long.

I reckon this Eid is gonna be a so-so pace, but yet, fulfilling :)

I hope your Eid is blessed and sprinkled with joy?

Much Love;

Omg, is that .. ?

This is what I call harsh cleansing.

In case you forgot, I'm still Iqa, and I'm Twenty now.

Brace yourself for more .